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Thoughts in the late afternoon...
I sing with a couple of different groups and we have a tendency to call
ourselves by "community" first and "musical" second. Makes me think about my
approach to music/art these days. There was a time that music (and any other
creative expression) was a solitary experience...my ego bouncing off the
world and other circumstance. Now, it is begining to be a more corporate
experience. The art is more in the _process_ , the living of the experience.
That experience is coloured by the relationships that we have with each
other. Those relationships challenge me to go beyond myself, beyond where I
am comfortable, to really dig into the marrow and thoughtfully engage the
wonders and sorrows of life. I can "get away with" the easy way, or
shallowness, or my own selfish adgenda. I guess it's a mutual responsibilty
- these relationships don't let me get away with being any less than the
beautiful creature that I was created to be. I am constantly reminded of my
sacredness.
Perhaps when we live in anonimity (like in this virtual playground) we lose
our sense of that internal balance - that community. We can fall prey to our
more violent and abusive instincts because we bear no responsibility for our
words. I challenge myself to maintain that sense of accountabilty and to
re-humanize this experience. I deserve nothing less.
-Marla