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okay okay i'm sorry dangit
hey, i'm not angry at kevin for saying what he said to me. i just needed a
smack to realize that instead of earnestly being openminded and asking
questions, i bitched. bitching is unattractive and only makes me look dumber
than i really am.
i won't take back that i've had some awful and downright confusing
experiences in and with the church, but i'm not wearing some "recovering
christian" banner, either. if there is a church or a group where i don't
feel like less of a person, less of a christian because i don't fit the mold
of the "contemporary christian woman", i'll gladly sign up.
i had fun kicking it with jesus...he's still my favourite rock star. i never
had problems believing in god, i have problems belonging to a college
ministry in central illinois. i have problems with my fellow believers who
look down on me for not being changed by devotional books, with people who
don't understand where i come from and that accepting christ will not
miraculously wash away my memories of my past. i have known, and do know,
many many christians who are beautiful people, who have challenged,
encouraged, explained and ultimately changed me. if i didn't, then i *would*
be a whiny prodigal.
jillian.
this is the end of this. please.
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