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Re: Re: i hate to lurk nothing
I think whether it sucks or not is relative and depends on how we feel about life at the moment.
If you'll read further, you'll see that I also said I don't fear death anymore. But I agree with you...it's the death of others I fear most.
K
On Sat, 25 Mar 2000 20:07:18 EST JLuvzMusyk at aol_com wrote:
interesting, but this comment caught my eye.
does it really suck that we're all going to die? i don't think it does, not
in the slightest.
i don't fear death. i fear the death of those around me, yes, and i also
fear the thought that i may leave this world in a fashion completely painful,
but i do not fear the thought of my death. i think this is for several
reasons.
first of all, i do not believe in much, but i *do* believe that everyone is
put on earth for a reason, to accomplish *something*. i was put on earth to
accomplish something. and once i accomplish whatever this something is, then
i will not have a reason to live anymore. i know that, when i die, it will
be because i have done what i am meant to do, and in knowing that, i can die
peacefully.
another reason why i am not afraid of death, and why i do not feel that we
would be better off as being immortal is my love of children. when i see
children growing, learning the world they live in, speaking words for the
first time, understanding directions, pointing in the air at a
helicopter...when they grab my hand and drag me in a circle, run over to me
and give me a hug or a kiss, when they hide their head in my shoulder and
fall asleep...it makes me realize that *they* are the real reason for living.
for me, anyway. and if we don't die, if we don't give way for them to grow
and produce children and see what i see...well...what would be the point of
living?
i love life. i love my family, my friends, my fiance, my course of work. i
hope that i will live to see my children grow and flourish, and that i will
be able to house foster children, to give them a home and the love that was
denied them in their own families. i hope to live to a ripe old age, holding
chuck's hand while sitting on a porch swing, watching our grandchildren run
around in our yard. and if this is not to be, i will be sad. but i also
know that it wasn't to be.
so, i don't fear death. i don't lie down and await it, but i don't fear it's
cold grip either.
but i'm done rambling. thanks for reading this, if you have.
*hugz and kisses*
jessyka
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