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Entropy has taken over my life. [no OTR]
Entropy has taken over my life. My room is shin-deep in dirty clothes,
unread magazines, unpaid bills, and unanswered mail. I have no motivation to
do anything about it, either. I still haven't unpacked suitcases from my
business trip last week.
"Ana Ng and I are getting old,and we still haven't walked in the glow of each
other's majestic presence"
I'm having one of my turns, one of my bad days. All I can cope with doing
today is sitting outside on the steps and staring out into space.
"I know we're dying, and there's no sign of a parachute"
I hate it when I get like this. I went to sleep at 9:30 last night. I
refused to let people merge on the highway this morning.
"Why does there gotta be a sacrifice?"
Why do I get like this when there's so much that's obviously going well in my
life? I haven't written my grandmother in CA back in almost 5 years. Is
that a symptom, or a problem?
"Fields of incentive covered with green"
I just realized it sounds like I'm whining. I'm not. I don't buy into the
whole western culture, blame everyone but yourself, blame your parents, blame
society, blame the MSG in your chinese food mentality that's everywhere.
I believe in personal responsibility.
"I believe in PEACE, bitch"
I need answers, bubba.
"My vine twists around your need"
Smoking isn't killing me fast enough. There's gotta be a better way.
Fuck it. Maybe I just need a hug or something.
"Hold on to nothing, as fast as you can"
I've been a fucking genius at work lately, too.
Oh well. Have a nice day, everyone.
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