leavetakings and stereo music

[rhys daily <shadow at teuton_org>]

it's been almost 3 weeks since dave took off to live in the dubiously
friendly and warm panhandle of Idaho.

i kept thinking that it would be eassier to be apart this time from him,
being engaged and all that.

and it is - until i talk to him on the phone and realise how far away he
is (but ok i know it's not as far as switzerland)

finished up the wedding site, and then moved on to other things, the least
of which was picking up stuff around the house.

and i started finding notes here and there - scraps of fabric from the
pants i wore to death climbing and hiking with him (they used to be his).

i found ~10 in all, here and there through out the house.  saying all the
silly sweet special things you imagine that someone would say to you if
you were daydreaming in the middle of the night.

so instead of daydreaming in the middle of thenight, we purge the cell
phone batteries of their free minutes, and pretend that the mountains are
not really separating us from casual hugs.

all the while, i am adjusting to having a stereo, and enjoy listening to
the moody gdbd late at night. linford's music is a little too relaxing
then (: since iwant to stay awake while talking to dave...

but Patience and Eve also work well for awakeness and bizarre random
floating thoughts.

but,

i will be glad when we are married....

so my usage for OTR varies from time to time, but a summer of OTR is
always a good thing, i've heard.

rhys

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