----- Original Message -----From: kevin c. taylorSent: Saturday, March 24, 2001 2:36 PMSubject: Re: a fly on my pastor's ass
why is anti-faith always so hip? people must love watered down whininess of prodigals. I'm not impressed.
I guess it's hard to see God when you can't see past your nose. Which would explain the pessimism.
~kT
>From: "jillian tully">Reply-To: "jillian tully" >To: Over-the-Rhine at actwin_com >Subject: a fly on my pastor's ass >Date: Sat, 24 Mar 2001 12:42:32 -0600 > >question: am i the *only* knob on this list, or are there others >hiding? >*laughs* > >anyway, i've been reading this discussion, and it truly amazes me >how >intelligent all you folk are...how do you get that way? i want to be >like >all of you. > >i've left the christian ghetto and made something of myself in the >world...it feels lovely. yet i can't help looking back and worrying >about my >friends still trapped in there. personally, i still believe in god, >in the >loosest interpretation of what the word is...but i'm still unsure as >to >*what*, forget *who*...god is. my reasons for believing in a supreme >being >most likely stem from my insistence that "there has to be something >else out >there". > >however, i find it ridiculous to label inanimate objects with a word >reserved for followers and believers in the divinity of a man who >walked the >earth giving lectures 2,000 years ago. i find it ridiculous that >people seek >out things that are painted up and marketed to them, with promises >of a >"better spiritual life", or "less blocks to stumble over". > >if christianity began with christ, then why do people insist on >calling >these modern fire-and-brimstone authors the gospel, in their own >ranting, >raving "this-book-changed-my-life" kind of way? i've *read* some of >those >books, and while i enjoyed a couple, and c.s. lewis is still one of >my >favourite authors, none of them gave me the desire to "sell out for >jesus", >or any catchphrase you want to insert here. none of them made me >want to >throw out my tori amos cd's and tear down my rocky horror picture >show >poster. no music made me swap all my tight shirts for t-shirts that >say "got >jesus?". > >no cliquey youth group or college ministry has ever had the answers >to my >questions, and they consistently LOOK OVER THE THINGS YOU ALL ARE >TALKING >ABOUT! constantly batting away discrepancies in writings and truths >and >things people cannot bring themselves to believe like a cow swishing >flies >off its ass. is that how my pastors and bible study leaders see me? >as a fly >on their ass? what kind of christian love and understanding and >openmindedness is THAT? > >anyway...sorry to take up space with my severely uneducated words. >we now >return to our scheduled program, already in progress... > >jillian. >there's only cliches to get across this feeling. - frente > >_________________________________________________________________ >Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com > >--------------- >Unsubscribe by going to http://www.actwin.com/MediaNation/OtR/
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